Josh's hearing is fast approaching... 03/09/2009. I'm really not sure what I think about the whole situation, myself. Aaliyah is a different story. I'm really not sure what to do. Do I tell her what is going on with him? She was so devastated during the last round of his bs. From what I gather and everything people are saying... he might be looking at 12 years in prison. I'm not taking a toddler to prison...
I keep having this thought (as negative as it is) about the last conversation I had with him... I was begging him to just admit that he has a problem and turn himself in. It would look a lot better to the judge.. get him the help he needs and probably shave off a few years of his jail time. His response was classic heroin addict talk. Nothing new. It just keeps me wondering if I should let her forget about him the way he forgot about us.
He took a lot of things away from me throughout the years... material possessions. I've come to terms with the loss. I refuse and never will stand back and accept when he crosses the line and starts stealing from my child. He is not welcome in my home. I hide anything of value whenever I know he will be around me... He has caused my family so much unnecessary pain... but does that mean he deserves to not see her???
I know I really shouldn't be airing my family's dirty laundry over the internet but this is my blog for family and friends and I feel I have I right to share.. most people already know the severity of the situation.
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